SiD’s Sphere!!

happy bday in advance kal ke ppr achay hogaye to it means ur bday is a lucky
day likin nahi hoye (which is highly probable) to???????????

goes to say a lot abt the swell day i’m goin to have tomorrow!!

happy bday in advance kal ke ppr achay hogaye to it means ur bday is a lucky
day likin nahi hoye (which is highly probable) to???????????

goes to say a lot abt the swell day i’m goin to have tomorrow!!

happy bday in advance kal ke ppr achay hogaye to it means ur bday is a lucky
day likin nahi hoye (which is highly probable) to???????????

goes to say a lot abt the swell day i’m goin to have tomorrow!!

happy bday in advance kal ke ppr achay hogaye to it means ur bday is a lucky
day likin nahi hoye (which is highly probable) to???????????

goes to say a lot abt the swell day i’m goin to have tomorrow!!

happy bday in advance kal ke ppr achay hogaye to it means ur bday is a lucky
day likin nahi hoye (which is highly probable) to???????????

goes to say a lot abt the swell day i’m goin to have tomorrow!!

happy bday in advance kal ke ppr achay hogaye to it means ur bday is a lucky
day likin nahi hoye (which is highly probable) to???????????

goes to say a lot abt the swell day i’m goin to have tomorrow!!

happy bday in advance kal ke ppr achay hogaye to it means ur bday is a lucky
day likin nahi hoye (which is highly probable) to???????????

goes to say a lot abt the swell day i’m goin to have tomorrow!!

happy bday in advance kal ke ppr achay hogaye to it means ur bday is a lucky
day likin nahi hoye (which is highly probable) to???????????

goes to say a lot abt the swell day i’m goin to have tomorrow!!

I never thought it would..but university life is definately having its toll on me. I dont feel like the same person anymore!!
Havent even been able to update my blog regularly.. something i thought was impossible. And what i hate the most, I dont even feel like it.. yes i think and feel and contemplate and ponder(english teacher’s influence:repeating synonyms of the word:D) but i dont feel like writing it down anymore..All i want to do all day is sleeeeeeeeeeeep.
the second month at IBA too is comin to an end…which signals the approach of the dreaded hourlies again. btw, i dint do too bad on the first hourlies. the one thing i have learnt though is that IBA and its system favours Intermediate students more than they favour us..or its probably just the visiting faculty of KU, that we’re havin trouble wid.
Proof of that:
1. College Algebra hourly last month was the easiest test paper ui had seen in ages. Submitted it after double cheking for careless mistakes which i make so often. Was definately expecting a 20 out of 20, but was shocked when i saw a 19 on my paper when it was handed to me after bein evaluated… we were later informed that 2 marks for neatness..what the $%$%?? ‘at least my paper is readable’, i argued. But then i saw papers of the Inter ppl in our class. (btw, they hardly constitute a mere 10% of our class, which is proof enough of the pathetic state our education system is in). Those papers were adorned with different colored inks, written in a way so that even blind people can read it.Arrrgh!! Atleast the teacher could have told us. Allright..presentation counts but since when did math require being neat. Had Einstein bothered to make his work neat, we wouldnt have had any theory of relativity!!
2. Never did too good in Social psychology in the fist place. There were 10 concepts we had to define and then 2 descriptive answers. I knew all the 10 concepts and I probably couldnt have written them in a better way. Knew one of the 5 marks answer and did that pretty well but the other one was a real bummer.. While goin through hundered pages of text before the hourly, I had skipped one page…one FRIKKIN page.. which was the answer to that question. I expected something like a 14 in that paper coz what i had done, I had done pretty well. but, when we did get the papers, the shock was unbearable. a 9.1?? the teacher’s justification ‘you should be thankful i gave u marks.. none of what u wrote was from the book’. #%#&%$^%# I didnt know u needed rote learned answers. Rote learning is one thing i have never been able to do all my life..and i dont plan to start now. This cannot be the highly esteemed instituion i dreamt of comin to. Anyway, the paper was re-evaluated and got a 12 later.
And despite that 12, i now have an average of 17.23 which is a B..not even a B+. there goes my dream of a 3.9+ GPA. hehe. yes i do aim for the moon, but this time i didnt even land among the stars…or was it the other way round…I dont even remember my proverbs now!!!
The worst thing abt this week is the fact that the SocialPsychology hourly is exactly on the day of my birthday!!
Mujhe neeeeeeeeeend aa rahi hai!!!

I want to go on living even after my death! And therefore I am grateful to God for giving me this gift, this possibility of developing myself and of writing, of expressing all that is in me. I can shake off everything if I write; my sorrows disappear, my courage is reborn.