SiD’s Sphere!!

my whole vacations i spent workin out to shed the extra pounds id accumulated after just a year at iba but the weighing scale needle didnt budge at all. but 3 days of bein sick and i ve lost 3 kgs. yayyyy!!!

heheh. ammis finally goin to take me to the doctor today. uruba had really been after me to go to a doctor. i had told her ‘i cant go to the doctor myself. ammi needs to think im sick enuff and fortunately for me she knows im a hypochondriach’

even as a kid ive always wished i could get inside people’s head. there was a time some 6 7 years back when i was almost going crazy coz i used to look at ppl and think ‘what is he thinkin? why is he He and why am I me? what if he had been someone else? what if i had been someone else?’ and those questions propped in my mind for each and every person i saw/met/talked to. so much so, that i actually thought i was losing it.

these thouhgts came back over the weekend while i read ‘God of small things’. a book abt twins who shared their conciousness. i started readin saturday evenin and had already finished it by sunday mornin. it was that goood.

for those who have any knowledge of freud would know what childhood conflicts are. but we still discount those factors when we analyse someone’s personalities. but the book showed how lil things that apparently dont matter leave lastin impressions on kids.

those even slightly aquainted with psychology would also know how anything one reads or hears he associates with himself. ammi’s stories and years of introspection has helped me put 2 and 2 together to reach a conclusion abt myself. i know why i hide away from people. i know why i am the way i am. but isnt the whole point of knowing bein able to do sthg abt it. i on the other hand have surrendered and blame my circumstances for my shortcomings instead of proactively doin sthg abt it.

ps: what r u thinkin? why r u U? why am I me?

even as a kid ive always wished i could get inside people’s head. there was a time some 6 7 years back when i was almost going crazy coz i used to look at ppl and think ‘what is he thinkin? why is he He and why am I me? what if he had been someone else? what if i had been someone else?’ and those questions propped in my mind for each and every person i saw/met/talked to. so much so, that i actually thought i was losing it.

these thouhgts came back over the weekend while i read ‘God of small things’. a book abt twins who shared their conciousness. i started readin saturday evenin and had already finished it by sunday mornin. it was that goood.

for those who have any knowledge of freud would know what childhood conflicts are. but we still discount those factors when we analyse someone’s personalities. but the book showed how lil things that apparently dont matter leave lastin impressions on kids.

those even slightly aquainted with psychology would also know how anything one reads or hears he associates with himself. ammi’s stories and years of introspection has helped me put 2 and 2 together to reach a conclusion abt myself. i know why i hide away from people. i know why i am the way i am. but isnt the whole point of knowing bein able to do sthg abt it. i on the other hand have surrendered and blame my circumstances for my shortcomings instead of proactively doin sthg abt it.

ps: what r u thinkin? why r u U? why am I me?

even as a kid ive always wished i could get inside people’s head. there was a time some 6 7 years back when i was almost going crazy coz i used to look at ppl and think ‘what is he thinkin? why is he He and why am I me? what if he had been someone else? what if i had been someone else?’ and those questions propped in my mind for each and every person i saw/met/talked to. so much so, that i actually thought i was losing it.

these thouhgts came back over the weekend while i read ‘God of small things’. a book abt twins who shared their conciousness. i started readin saturday evenin and had already finished it by sunday mornin. it was that goood.

for those who have any knowledge of freud would know what childhood conflicts are. but we still discount those factors when we analyse someone’s personalities. but the book showed how lil things that apparently dont matter leave lastin impressions on kids.

those even slightly aquainted with psychology would also know how anything one reads or hears he associates with himself. ammi’s stories and years of introspection has helped me put 2 and 2 together to reach a conclusion abt myself. i know why i hide away from people. i know why i am the way i am. but isnt the whole point of knowing bein able to do sthg abt it. i on the other hand have surrendered and blame my circumstances for my shortcomings instead of proactively doin sthg abt it.

ps: what r u thinkin? why r u U? why am I me?

even as a kid ive always wished i could get inside people’s head. there was a time some 6 7 years back when i was almost going crazy coz i used to look at ppl and think ‘what is he thinkin? why is he He and why am I me? what if he had been someone else? what if i had been someone else?’ and those questions propped in my mind for each and every person i saw/met/talked to. so much so, that i actually thought i was losing it.

these thouhgts came back over the weekend while i read ‘God of small things’. a book abt twins who shared their conciousness. i started readin saturday evenin and had already finished it by sunday mornin. it was that goood.

for those who have any knowledge of freud would know what childhood conflicts are. but we still discount those factors when we analyse someone’s personalities. but the book showed how lil things that apparently dont matter leave lastin impressions on kids.

those even slightly aquainted with psychology would also know how anything one reads or hears he associates with himself. ammi’s stories and years of introspection has helped me put 2 and 2 together to reach a conclusion abt myself. i know why i hide away from people. i know why i am the way i am. but isnt the whole point of knowing bein able to do sthg abt it. i on the other hand have surrendered and blame my circumstances for my shortcomings instead of proactively doin sthg abt it.

ps: what r u thinkin? why r u U? why am I me?

even as a kid ive always wished i could get inside people’s head. there was a time some 6 7 years back when i was almost going crazy coz i used to look at ppl and think ‘what is he thinkin? why is he He and why am I me? what if he had been someone else? what if i had been someone else?’ and those questions propped in my mind for each and every person i saw/met/talked to. so much so, that i actually thought i was losing it.

these thouhgts came back over the weekend while i read ‘God of small things’. a book abt twins who shared their conciousness. i started readin saturday evenin and had already finished it by sunday mornin. it was that goood.

for those who have any knowledge of freud would know what childhood conflicts are. but we still discount those factors when we analyse someone’s personalities. but the book showed how lil things that apparently dont matter leave lastin impressions on kids.

those even slightly aquainted with psychology would also know how anything one reads or hears he associates with himself. ammi’s stories and years of introspection has helped me put 2 and 2 together to reach a conclusion abt myself. i know why i hide away from people. i know why i am the way i am. but isnt the whole point of knowing bein able to do sthg abt it. i on the other hand have surrendered and blame my circumstances for my shortcomings instead of proactively doin sthg abt it.

ps: what r u thinkin? why r u U? why am I me?

even as a kid ive always wished i could get inside people’s head. there was a time some 6 7 years back when i was almost going crazy coz i used to look at ppl and think ‘what is he thinkin? why is he He and why am I me? what if he had been someone else? what if i had been someone else?’ and those questions propped in my mind for each and every person i saw/met/talked to. so much so, that i actually thought i was losing it.

these thouhgts came back over the weekend while i read ‘God of small things’. a book abt twins who shared their conciousness. i started readin saturday evenin and had already finished it by sunday mornin. it was that goood.

for those who have any knowledge of freud would know what childhood conflicts are. but we still discount those factors when we analyse someone’s personalities. but the book showed how lil things that apparently dont matter leave lastin impressions on kids.

those even slightly aquainted with psychology would also know how anything one reads or hears he associates with himself. ammi’s stories and years of introspection has helped me put 2 and 2 together to reach a conclusion abt myself. i know why i hide away from people. i know why i am the way i am. but isnt the whole point of knowing bein able to do sthg abt it. i on the other hand have surrendered and blame my circumstances for my shortcomings instead of proactively doin sthg abt it.

ps: what r u thinkin? why r u U? why am I me?

even as a kid ive always wished i could get inside people’s head. there was a time some 6 7 years back when i was almost going crazy coz i used to look at ppl and think ‘what is he thinkin? why is he He and why am I me? what if he had been someone else? what if i had been someone else?’ and those questions propped in my mind for each and every person i saw/met/talked to. so much so, that i actually thought i was losing it.

these thouhgts came back over the weekend while i read ‘God of small things’. a book abt twins who shared their conciousness. i started readin saturday evenin and had already finished it by sunday mornin. it was that goood.

for those who have any knowledge of freud would know what childhood conflicts are. but we still discount those factors when we analyse someone’s personalities. but the book showed how lil things that apparently dont matter leave lastin impressions on kids.

those even slightly aquainted with psychology would also know how anything one reads or hears he associates with himself. ammi’s stories and years of introspection has helped me put 2 and 2 together to reach a conclusion abt myself. i know why i hide away from people. i know why i am the way i am. but isnt the whole point of knowing bein able to do sthg abt it. i on the other hand have surrendered and blame my circumstances for my shortcomings instead of proactively doin sthg abt it.

ps: what r u thinkin? why r u U? why am I me?

even as a kid ive always wished i could get inside people’s head. there was a time some 6 7 years back when i was almost going crazy coz i used to look at ppl and think ‘what is he thinkin? why is he He and why am I me? what if he had been someone else? what if i had been someone else?’ and those questions propped in my mind for each and every person i saw/met/talked to. so much so, that i actually thought i was losing it.

these thouhgts came back over the weekend while i read ‘God of small things’. a book abt twins who shared their conciousness. i started readin saturday evenin and had already finished it by sunday mornin. it was that goood.

for those who have any knowledge of freud would know what childhood conflicts are. but we still discount those factors when we analyse someone’s personalities. but the book showed how lil things that apparently dont matter leave lastin impressions on kids.

those even slightly aquainted with psychology would also know how anything one reads or hears he associates with himself. ammi’s stories and years of introspection has helped me put 2 and 2 together to reach a conclusion abt myself. i know why i hide away from people. i know why i am the way i am. but isnt the whole point of knowing bein able to do sthg abt it. i on the other hand have surrendered and blame my circumstances for my shortcomings instead of proactively doin sthg abt it.

ps: what r u thinkin? why r u U? why am I me?